righ i must admit, my moods alittle weird today. i think i have been of school to much, either that or i have to much time on my hands. basically today, i have scared shit loads of people. my friend asked me to write a death scene for a story she was writting on THFF... well the story is both of ours, maybe il post it on here if i ever find the time. well basically.. in a nutshell. this guy raped his best friend.. then his best friends twin... so they twins got pissed off and decided to kill him.. and they did in a very weird way.. they did all sort of torture, cutting him and pouring salt on him... wripping at the flesh, then suddenly.. they decided to wrap a bottle of hairspray ( jump one) in sand paper then shoved it up his ass.. painfull.. yes... then the youngest twin decided that he had enough and wanted to wrip the guys intestines out.... so he did ... basically.. alot more than that but thats all i can actually remember

other than that i went on a walk to clear my mind... and ended up at my nans, im also going to turky friday and im scared shitless cause i dont wanna go. i spent all yesterday watching deathnote and being compared to both L and Near... why.. cause im aparantly childish.. hate loosing.. and actually look like him ( l that is) and i also think into things too much.. tbh i think my friends are on stuffs XD

im notlike L at all... much.. maybe a little..

thennnn my friend whos obsessed with Georg listing from tokio hotel.. found simerlaraties between me and him ( really im sure im names rachel not georg.. or L .. or georgena as shes now calling me) yes i have long brown hair, green eyes like his that change like his.. weird... and very clumsy.. makes a fool out of myself.. pretty much a clown.. but i en him really XD seriously im a girl i have proof